Waking Up With A Broken Heart

Etched Into the Depths of My Soul August 21, 2012

I eat, drink, smell, breathe and dream Childhood Cancer

It never goes away………….….EVER…………….not for a millisecond…….

This is exactly what I mean when I say it’s an eternal struggle to survive………..…

A suffocating……………..debilitating…….………..eternal struggle…………..

My baby had to die for people to start listening and truly understanding how

Childhood Cancer destroys lives……….

That’s why I can’t stop talking about it……………it destroyed my life

I don’t want it to destroy any one else’s………………….

Some will listen……………….actually, more will listen now…………….

Others will continue to simply turn away………………….

My desire to save these kids, to keep them from suffering like my baby did…………..to find a cure for these precious children ………..is Etched into the Depths of my Soul……………….. 

People ask if I ever think about anything else, well, the answer is simply……NO, Never……………………Not Ever………………

Every decision I make, Every choice I make, Every path I continue on, is somehow connected to Childhood Cancer…….the killer of my baby……..my true love………..my bestfriend………….