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Valentine February 14, 2018

Posted by Waking Up With A Broken Heart in Uncategorized.

Although I have many blessings in my life, the surreal & unfathomable tragedy of losing my baby, overshadows all joy and happiness in my life. I can literally feel the blood trickling out of my broken heart as I struggle to breathe at times. Especially on days like today. 💔

My children are my life and I have always told them ‘You will NEVER fully know True Love until you have a child of your own’.  One of my True Loves is gone and that is beyond my mortal comprehension in any way. Acceptance is by far not my reality.  There will never be a day when I can accept his fate, nor mine. There will never be a day when I will understand this inconceivable existence that is now my life. The faith I once relied on, now buried within the memories of the torture & pain that was my precious baby’s  daily reality. 

Only Hope remains……… Hope for an ever-after, eternally united with the bravest soul I will ever know.

Bleeding Heart


1. Mary Lynn - February 14, 2018

I have the greatest respect and love for you and your family for all you have done for the children. Every year on our grandson’s birthday we can only imagine what he would have been like, what he would be doing this year on his 18th Birthday. Loss of a loved one is always hard, but to lose a child is truly heartbreaking.


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